It wasn’t raining but it was cloudy at the coast on Sunday. My sister and her dog came with us to the beach for the day. The girls had a lot of fun and Melody wouldn’t get out of the water even though it was cold. You can’t swim in the water on the Oregon coast but you can surf (if you wear a wetsuit) and play in the sand. Oh and fly a kite. I remembered to get kites before we left home because the girls are really into them and were so excited to fly them! Melody was in denial about the fact that you can’t fly a kite at home. She put her’s on the wall in her room for now.
Today it is raining and a good day to declutter, cook and finish a few paintings.I thought about my schedule during the day and realize that I have to get things done in the morning or in the evening and also try to reach higher as far as creating art goes. I can do better and apply for better opportunities but I just don’t. I don’t want to fail I guess. I don’t like rejection. The other problem I run into is that I don’t want to pay jury fees and then not sell the pieces which is what normally happens. I try to keep up with doing something every couple months to put on my resume or experience but what I will then do with that experience I am not sure.